It's the old truth - the more I see - the less I believe, the less I feel. This world is dying, it's the simple truth we fear. Look at what we've become.
I feel nothing, nothing at all...

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From my world the sun faded
And the moon from my sky was gone with stars
I came home to a bleak room of sorrow
Forsaken house, place of grief, in solitude

Amorphis - Sky Is Mine
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Shed no tear. You don't really fucking know me. Now you've become the waste that I despise. It's no surprise, I realized this some time before. I've closed my eyes... And now I don't feel nothing more than cold...

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Don't you try to fool me
You think that I'm mad
But I'm not all your stupid stories
I'll never trust you what you got

Ram-Zet - The Claustrophobic Journey
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Wish you knew how much I've been wanting to talk to you. Nothing's changed from the first time. But I'm sick and tired of all those words since I lost your smile. And I know you mean all to me. But I'm still waiting, still holding that dreams...

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I stand alone
Inside I stand alone

Godsmack - I Stand Alone
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Final step

When I finally raise my eyes up I saw that I was so afraid of all the night sky vault - and that view is still present in very centre of my pupils. I fell the cold, my eyes are shut and my confidence is slowly dying. I just looked myself straight in the eyes and saw that I must took all of my courage in both hands because now I see that I have lost my reason, and I have lost my sense. But why do you say that you are lost with me if you don't even try to find yourself?

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I'm sure we want to find our place
We're alone inside - that'll never change

Riverside - Acronym Love
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Broken trust

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I trusted you, you lied
It's all I hear - a fucking lie
Don't give a shit, it's over now
It's all I know you broke the vow

Katatonia - Ghost Of The Sun
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A little piece of truth...

I want to protect myself from others, so I build my dream, while leading so hollow life... I want to run away into a better place, I don't want to feel that I have a soul. I may say - only I decide what I see. But in this sweet confusion when I don't even recall my name I fell there is something more inside. Embracing it's vastness I hold my world in palm of my hand. Slow inside of me take my time, fill that empty spaces and lick my wounds clean. But even in our sweet sleep I fell pain that I cannot forget. It falls down, drop by drop, like tears. Upon my slowly beating heart, against my our own, against my own will. You awaken me, but I'm still dreaming, because I'm too scared to see my path…

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All my life I was in the cold
Now I find I feel nothing more

Static X - Invincible
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Another step

Every step you take leads you to the end and when I look at you I see only a pitiful human slave. Your fake is not a perfection. You have forgotten all your reasons why - why we all lie, on this cold playground of sin… I look at you and I know - in no one but myself I can trust. I don't get love or care from this world of pain, because all of you sell the dreams that you created. And every step I chose to make is just some kind of torture - I reach out my hands without purpose. But I want and I respect this silence.

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We sleep in flames
Until we burn up

Lunatic Soul - Adrift
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Little turn

Little turn
Alright
I'm not gonna wait for you tonight

Little turn
I'm sure
I'm not gonna wait for you anymore

Little turn away from me
When you're away
It's alright
I'm walking away from you tonight

Little turn away from me
I'm sure
I'm not gonna look at you anymore
The same way

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I see your all hypocrisy
I see your misery

Trauma - Make me Blind
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Next step

I hate the days full of my lost illusions, when lost I try to grasp this little fragments of reality, I feel like I was senselessly chasing my broken dreams... I know that I have genetic code, not a soul. It's all flesh, not a gift from god. But maybe it's my escape from a life that tried to shape me? And from your lies that sold us. It's not about what I want, but what I get. Now I just want to take back what is mine...

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There's sadness in my mind - ok...
There's darkness in my mind - ok...

Riverside - Ok
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Who dares to bare what the others have to feel?
I put my trust in you, but I've paid for every mistake, building a void impossible to replace.

Soilwork - The Mindmaker
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